Chapter 20: Resignation

January 6th, 2007 by alapanple

Today 06/Jan, very very begining of year 2007, already have 2 colleague resign from their post. They fed-up on long working hours, they fed-up on low pay, they fed-up on many things, even though very tiny one…

For me, I oso fed-up with my job as Devil, I oso work abt 10~16hrs daily, I felt tired all the while, during work, during driving or while watch TV at home… I almost living without my own private time/moment… Every single little second, I’m think/working on my job, no matter at office or at home… I need to gives advise to many people, everyone is just depend on me… they treat me as SuperDevil…

Wat to do? This is my job, happy or not, I need to accept it. Unless I go away from it (resign)… But, go away from it is not the solution… We will faced the same thing again and again, becoz we never solve it. I choose to stay back, I would like to know "DeSAvilTAN" can reach to wat kind of level,stage or chapter in working life… I just don’t want to see [QUIT the GAMES] before the [GAME OVER] appear. Agree with me?

DeSAvilTAN

Quote 02: Friendship

January 2nd, 2007 by alapanple


Only your real friends will tell you when your face is dirty.  ~Sicilian Proverb

>> DeSAvilTAN : Emmm… We always treat good friend badly due to their honesty.


It is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend.  ~William Blake

>> DeSavilTAN : We cant accept friend’s apologize, becoz we not allow them to make mistake or betray us.


If you’re alone, I’ll be your shadow.  If you want to cry, I’ll be your
shoulder.  If you want a hug, I’ll be your pillow.  If you need to be
happy, I’ll be your smile.  But anytime you need a friend, I’ll just be
me.  ~Author Unknown

>> DeSAvilTAN : You’ve got me indeed!

Maybe I’m alone, but I’m not lonely ~Kevin Lee (My college roommate)

>> DeSAvilTAN : Maybe we are alone sometime, but we  are not lonely at all, coz we have friends.

Reference to Quotes Garden

Quote 01: Love

January 2nd, 2007 by alapanple


You don’t love a woman because she is beautiful, she is beautiful because you love her.  ~Author Unknown

>> DeSAvilTAN : Yes, is true. No only woman, same apply to man. We looked handsome when someone fall in love with us.


For you see, each day I love you more
Today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.
~Rosemonde Gerard

>> DeSAvilTAN : Woman always ask "how much do you love me?", I think this is a good answer for it.


Love is the condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.  ~Robert Heinlein

>> DeSAvilTAN : Agreed! Just as simple like that.

Reference to Quotes Garden

Chapter 19: In da Office

January 2nd, 2007 by alapanple

Today is the 1st working day for me in year 2007.
Everything kinda fresh and new…

There are many unfinish 2006’s tasks on my table, which I need to complete it before 04/Jan’07. Emmm… After 195 days, I will step on Yokohama, Japan. All I have to do now, is finish all the on hand tasks & prepare my healthy for the trip.

Chapter 18: New Year Wish

January 1st, 2007 by alapanple

Devil’s new year wish in year 2007;

1. Continue work for Devil Inc. (Don’t change job, no easy to find tu!)
2. Goto Yokohama & Tokyo, Japan (Jul ~ Nov’07)
3. Get knew with some Jap gals (Target >1 person) haha…
4. Safe year 2007 for me, my family & everyone in this world
5. Go to Fuji Mountain to see sun rise
6. Equip the latest PPC Smart Phone, Latest DVD/HDD Camcoder, Ipod at Japan
7. Goto Serdang for 31/dec’07 count-down for year 2008.

May Lord listen/read my will.

DeSAvilTAN

Lyric 04: Bad day - Daniel Powter

January 1st, 2007 by alapanple

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion’s gone away
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You’re faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life’s been way off line
You’re falling to pieces everytime
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

Cause you had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don’t lie
You’re coming back down and you really don’t mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

You had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don’t lie
You’re coming back down and you really don’t mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I’m not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You’ve seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day

Lyric 03: You´re Beautiful Lyrics - James Blunt

January 1st, 2007 by alapanple

My life is
brilliant.

My life is brilliant

My love is
pure.

I saw an angel.

Of that I’m sure.

She
smiled at me on the subway.

She was with another man.

But I won’t lose no sleep on that,

‘Cause
I’ve got a plan.

You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful.

You’re beautiful, it’s
true.

I saw your face in a crowded place,

And I
don’t know what to do,

‘Cause I’ll never be
with you.

Yes, she caught my eye,

As we walked
on by.

She could see from my face that I was,

Fucking
high,

And I don’t think that I’ll see her
again,

But we shared a moment that will last ’till the
end.

You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful.

You’re beautiful, it’s true.

I saw your face in
a crowded place,

And I don’t know what to do,

‘Cause I’ll never be with you.

La la la
la la la la la la

You’re beautiful. You’re
beautiful.

You’re beautiful, it’s true.

There must be an angel with a smile on her face,

When she
thought up that I should be with you.

But it’s time to
face the truth,

I will never be with you.

Chapter 17: Isn’t a need anymore

January 1st, 2007 by alapanple

When you feel that you would like to have “something”, that mainly due to you need that “thing”… same thing comply to human relationship… Devil do not believe on “love”, he only know that everyone have a need, desire to get something, desire to have a friend, or to have a partner in life…

When you need a thing (non-living), you need not to consider whether the “thing” need you or not… but when come to human relationship, both parties need to build up a mind set “I need you” then only can proceed to next stage…

Devil always believe in this theory… He always feel the same way when he chat with Angel02, he knew that Angel02 need him, vice versa… … … … … … … … … … …

Recently, Devil re-confirm this feeling again, he can’t feel the same again, from the voice of Angel02, he strongly knew that Angel02 have other more important ppl to depend on… He also hear the voice of “the other ppl” in da phone (playing with Angel02 while Devil is on the phone)…

When the “NEED” had gone… We no need to wait anymore, there is no use to wait for a ending for the finished story…

Chapter 16: Learn from the mistake

December 30th, 2006 by alapanple

I never did anything by accident, nor did any of my inventions come by accident; they came by work.


Thomas A. Edison

After few days of hard-work in my project, I see the result of it. It is great! Yeah, nothing come easily or accidently, all come by work / hard work!

DeSAvilTAN

Chapter 15: All the best

December 27th, 2006 by alapanple

"All The Best!"
We used to say this 3 words to our friend… to cheer them up, to motivate them or else…

For me, it is = "I wish you all the best in the coming future without me."

Without me,
I wish you may be happy
I wish you may be healthy
I wish you may find you love one
I wish someone may stay beside you & take care you
I wish you may forget about me
I wish …

All the Best!

DeSAvilTAN